So today is my stay home day, not really though I'm just not in that mood to go out. I don't know why do I have to tell the truth. (You stupid or what Nicole~). I made things worse myself, but I guess perhaps this time is really time to fuck love and let go. Its like hurting mentally and physically. I couldn't sleep last night cause my eyes were fucking swollen. I was tempted to go out with T to Marina but I'm still broke. My life is suck cockzzz. Can I turn lesbian? (Okay, first look at yourself in the mirror ah).